Almost at it.
Definitely a blasting New Year for everyone this 2007. A lot of people are motivated again to renew their old ways and revert shrewd personalities into angelic ones. It is kind of funny how people just simply decide to change something from the usual to the fresh and hip. Everybody changes and everything changes-- this is the fact.
I haven't got a change to splurge my ideals here for quite some time now yet I'm so active with my Multiply account. Isn't that kind of unfair? Well, here's my first entry for the year '07.
I went back to school on the 8th and the usual people did their usual behavior. Nothing significant seemed to have happened to them during the holidays. The vacation only haulted (or maybe meddled) on their way of living. Surprisingly, I find that scenario awkward for the first time. The usual "chilling" feeling of unknown shyness simply passed out among the fireworks and I felt comfortable for no reason at all. I had new reasons to logically explain the norm. That's kind of odd, isn't it? I have no idea what came over to me, I swear.
Right now, I'm searching for a feasible Physics investigatory project. I have been googling the net for almost half the day yet I'm not that lucky enough to find that certain project that will be good enough for my teacher's approval. Our first idea was stolen by another group so we have to find another project for us to do. How unfortunate for us :( . I'm also delving into our Social Studies research about uncontrollable increase of the Philippine population in the view of a typical Filipino family on having several children. At the moment, I have no clue how to start up with these things. These things are thrilling yet nerve-wracking.
During my designated "breaks", I'm working on my first photo collection of monochromatic images entitled "i choose mono..." . I only had few juicy pictures at the moment but I like the idea. I hope I could do it well. I really want to know more of my camera. :D
So far, I have the results of my DLSUCET and ACET. The latter one I failed. I'm still waiting for the UPCAT results on February. It will determine my life's destiny or should I say the stimulus of the reactant in this circumstance. I believe he will enter DLSU while I'm holding my thoughts and keeping my mouth shut about the matter. He's so fortunate to become a Star Scholar of DLSU. Good for him. At least he could pursue his favored course which is Political Science and I tell you, he'll be good at it. As for me, I have no say yet to my future whatsoever.
Here's the thing: I have this idea that it will be splendid if we will be together in the same university but there's a slim chance that I'll get to know him better even if we're in the same grounds. I'm in a computer-related course while he's in a history-related one. We'll be both preoccupied by our own thing. I have no right to prevent him from this fact. If ever I go to another university, it will be the same and worse than before. We'll be mingling with two different milieus. One way or the other, it's just the same and I want to cry because of it. I guess he'll never think of it that way for some reasons I can't tell you. Whatever I say is what I only see in my point of view. I just want to ask God a lot of things about this but not to degrade Him but to simply ask a query why is everything so ironic. I just want to be with him and get to know him better for I feel that I have been hurting him with my words or even more. I don't know and I have no idea what to think...
We're almost at the conclusion of the final year of our high school days. We're almost at the point where every effort we gave off will be given a respectable reason or two. Graduation. I can't really picture it out yet but in order to be deserving of it, I have to get through all the hurdles that block my way to what I'm supposed to be.
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Plugs: Joemz || Atom || Inez || Nico || Jedd ||
Kenneth || Elle || Ianne ||
Rio || Nayomi || Meira ||
Ira || Cid || Lysa ||
Andrea || Ann || Aiar ||
Camille || Holly ||
Alyssa || Cagalli ||
Eloise || Jais || Vaynard ||
Ran || XYRYX || Mark ||
Ranamae || Chels || Emma ||
Mackii || Memesh || Marie ||
Katrin || Jameson
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LekLek on 1.14.2007 @
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